i am walking down the
very dusty and jagajaga road to my house , still in disbelief at this
Vasecto-nonsense wey X jus tell me so. Question is: what is the purpose of
asking me to consider moving to the next level? as in koyemi. i may not be in
love with the man, but I do nurse deep feelings for him abi why else am I so
pissed at the nigger? so he just wants to keep me around for nothing, to
continue to service his engine when money is not even filling my pocket. I’m no
gold digger, but I don't plan to suffer( suffer no dey work, e no dey pay, ask
anti Lara for the details on the matter). I was lost in this deep thought
and clearly it was ruining my day, as I just displayed madness for an okada man
who took a swipe at me. Even shame catch me after the drama, as people
just gather dey look as I curse the man generation. Clearly this X issue
was messing me up and I had to get myself out of the rot. So I went through my
contacts; who can I go call. should I call SG? no way, I wasn't in the mood for
any guy yammering love talk in my ears. Who else can I call ooo, or maybe
Adede- the man is filthy and rude jo, with this mood of mine, if Adede says
something offensive, slap may meet face, so make I avoid fight. Who do I call? Surely
no girls, no energy for gossip. Na so I dey scroll phone book and there it was.
I choose to call Josh my latest toaster. We have been trying to hookup but for
different reasons, no chance. He picked at the first ring, I think to myself
say, yes ooo, he’s been waiting for me to call. We sha chatted about orisirisi
jargons and then he says, what are you doing now? Not much-as a jobless student
cum wanna be actress.
"Come over",
“hmmm tempting" I
say.
"I’m a
gentleman" he says. Make I go jare.
Sharply, I rush go
house, change my cloth and flew okada halfway, cabbed the rest( packaging is
key). I arrived at the pretty decent house, too big for a bachelor or did I
assume he was. He didn't look as young and yes I was right, he had been married
once and there was a child. For my mind I think: why me? Why can't I just meet
a young guy, no attachments. I am just about to walk out of a relationship with
man, almost as old my papa with a family and now this one upon a marriage guy.
Oh lord why ( na so I dey cry for my mind) but something did strike a cord in
me about this soft-spoken geekish man, who had a charm about him and ohhh he
was actually intelligent and for the first time, I was mildly intimidated, and
intrigued. We spent the entire day together; talking and talking by the time he
got me back home late in the night, I had broken up with X in my mind and onto
the next one with Josh.
Should I have thought
more about that move? yes! should have I applied brakes? yes! Should I
have walked from this new adventure? oh yes. Ii for don run. comot shoe, trowel
bag and run for safety. Instead I ran into Josh, I ran in headlong, I ignored
whatever warning bells and yes it almost cost me sanity, my life, my future. Yes
meeting Josh changed my life completely and na here the story just begin...
Still there is the
pending matter of X, who I never actually broke up with. In my mind, I didn't
think he deserved it after all, he no tell before e go lie down for slab, say
make them comot his able scorers.
but lowo yi, na to be
continued we dey.
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